Seriously? Pregnancy insomnia? Why is that even a thing? Like I'm not tired enough already being pregnant and chasing after two little boys all day in the Texas heat, but you have to add to that the fact that I can't fall asleep at night or that if I wake up prematurely then I'm screwed!
Okay, so there's my vent about that. But gah! Okay, I'm done for real now.
So I was lying in bed for about an hour (in which time Michael managed to have two night terrors) before I decided to get up and kill time on the computer. As I was lying there I was thinking about decorating a baby girl's nursery and how it's killing me to wait until late August to find out what I'm having. I keep thinking that I have the perfect look in mind for a nursery, and then I'll think of something else. I really do think I have in mind what I want now, but I'm trying not to get my hopes up just in case it's a boy (which would be totally fine, but the decor wouldn't change much).
My BF and I are both pregnant and 4 weeks apart from each other (I'm ahead of her). No, we didn't plan it that way, just sort of happened. We both have two boys (the oldest ones are two weeks apart). So naturally we're both hoping for girls. The only problem is that we either both need to have girls or we need to both have boys, because if one of us gets a girl and the other gets a boy, well, I don't want to sound petty, but it'd be a little disheartening. And truly in our hearts we'd both be fine with boys and just want a healthy baby, but you know how it is.
So for now I'll just keep adding to my "Baby Girl Nursery Inspiration" page that I created tonight, but I will keep resisting the urge to buy anything girl related, especially clothing! Eight more weeks to find out! But this Friday I'll get to hear that precious little heartbeat again, and whether it's a girl or a boy doesn't matter because s/he will be all mine.